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Sometimes there's a breeze that suddenly picks you up off your feet & you begin to swirl through the night air; dancing to the music that fills your mind, leading you into the shadows beyond the light of the moon & you're never ever the same.
This is life; ever changing, unexpected, in & out of your control and ever colorful.
What happens when you find that perfect someone
That one you can’t wait to see
Who you want to wake up to every morning
And can curl up with and just be
What happens when you find that beat
That syncs so easily with the rhythm of your heart
Creating the most beautiful music
And inspires the most majestic art
What happens when you meet that someone
Who makes you fly higher than the sky
Whom you can’t get enough of
And makes anything seem possible to try
What happens when you find that one
That one who loves to hear you sing
Who wants to sing with you, to you
And hold your hand through whatever life may bring
What happens when you find the guy
That insists on opening your door
Who doesn’t want you to have to walk in the rain
And each day surprises you more
How can you let that one get away
Let him leave without a fight
But life is never simple, never black and white
And you’ll find your way back into his arms, when the time is right.
Mind is jumbled
Body in contortion
Pulled in all directions
Thoughts spinning out of control
The water is crystal
The Ground is aflame
I can choose a path to walk
But roots grow around me & keep me in place
Flying high through the clouds
Everything is free
No stress no worries
And then it threatens to go away
Words make no sense
The caterpillar manipulates the mind
Makes the world disappear
But it’s all still there
And I just keep riding
On this floating carousel
Horses in psychedelic petticoats
Drinking whisky & dancing on the moon.
What a smile you have
Drawn when I first saw
It seems to me
That you have no flaw
I can’t help but stare
I look forward to my day
But when I see you
I can’t think of what to say
I couldn’t imagine
What you thought of me
Maybe that I was boring
Too quiet, too meek
Because of intimidation
Self doubt, I don’t know
So I thought nothing of it
Life continued to flow
But I can’t help looking
And suddenly you told
Little by little
Perfect and bold
And I can’t stop feeling
Can’t keep my lips off yours
What is it about you
That makes me want more
If I were to choose
Your chances are high
And that confuses my heart
I don’t want to say goodbye
For now time is short
Or maybe its not
But what you’re thinking of us…
I wish I knew.
Ever since I was little, I pushed and pushed until I succeeded.
From learning to ride a bike, with or without someone holding the handle
…Falling, getting bruised until it was perfect & I learned to fly…
Cannot fail
Cannot fall
Cannot lose until I’m proven wrong.
Must keep running
Must keep pushing
Must keep healthy
And perfect, inside and out.
So to walk away
Consciously
To give up
Aware and painfully
Is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do
And it feels so wrong, but maybe it should be right.
You gotta wonder why we cling to our expectations.
Because the expected is just what keeps us steady, standing still.
The expected is just the beginning
The unexpected…is what changes our lives.
What a ride
What a high
You can learn to fly
If you can just learn to let go.
Sometimes, you never know if you’re doing anything right, anything important or if you’re even making a difference or positive influence in someone’s life. Sometimes, it takes a funeral to make you feel alive and you push and push to move forward, to be strong and to succeed…but sometimes, you realize how tired you are and this silly commercial pops on & makes you well up a little b/c of those gone, those who’s feet you used to dance on when you were little, those who you see everyday & take it for granted, and as cheesy or sappy as it sounds…it’s true. You need to know that you’re needed, loved, wanted…gives you a boost of energy when all you want to do is go to sleep.
I run to feel high
I run so I won’t cry
I run to get by
And feel like I can fly
Until the day I die…
But sometimes, all it does
When I push so hard,
Is make me feel
Like I’m going to be sick.
I move swiftly through the shadows
Through the trees, the moonlight, my only guide
Its sonata plays as my blades slip into her side
Red beauty trickles down in the light.
She slowly drops down, into my arms
Looking up, her eyes meet mine
A tear glimmers as her breath begins to fade
Softly her hand gently touches my cheek.
Pale white skin, fair as the snow
Falling around us, in silent beauty
Her scarlet lips, a rose in the dying cold
Whisper and draw me near.
“I knew you’d come”
Her words, softly sing to my ear
I keep her close and look into her fading eyes
A sad smile escapes into a final sigh
Lips growing cold beneath mine.
“Je t’aime”.
Phillip A. Pines, 82
Phillip A. Pines, 82, the longtime director of the Harness Racing Museum and Hall of Fame, himself a member of the Communicators Hall of Fame, passed away on Dec. 17, 2008 in Middletown, NY after along illness. For many years Pines had been the sports prime historian. “I acquired the knowledge of the history of harness racing through the extensive research and requests for information that come to the museum,” Pines once told Hall of Fame writer Joe Goldstein in an interview many years ago. Having lived his entire life in the “Cradle of the Trotter”, Goshen, NY where harness racing was part of the local fabric, it was little wonder that Pines would become involved in the sport. An expert painter, Mr. Pines saw his first Hambletonian at Good Time Park-Goshen’s the kite-shaped mile track— in 1935 the year in which the great Greyhound was victorious. . A graduate of the Goshen school system he volunteered as an air cadet at age 17 and ended up the war at the message center at Hickham Field in Hawaii with his main duty designing posters for the Air Force in the Pacific Theater. It was through his painting of trotting horses on ties that got him involved in the racing business in his hometown. When Elliott Emerson was appointed the first director of the Hall of Fame of the Trotter Mr. Pines was hired to set-up the first exhibits. In 1963 Mr. Pines became the director of the Hall, a position he held for over 35 years. Through his tenure as director Mr. Pines became associated with the who’s who of harness racing including men like Tom Murphy, William H. Cane and E. Roland Harriman. A multiple John Hervey Award winner for writing and broadcasting, Pines’ famous Cracker Barrel Sessions” with the famous personalities in the sport, are legendary, as is his “Complete Book of Harness Racing” which has had multiple printings since its he first wrote it back in the 1970’s. A longtime member of the United States Harness Writers Association Mr.Pines was a past president of the Monticello-Goshen Chapter and served as National USHWA President during 1983-1984. For years he served as master of ceremonies at Hall of Fame Banquet on the lawn of the museum and he always closed the banquet singing, “And now we say goodbye to all our family….M-I-C-K-E-Y M-O-U-S-E ” . Of utmost importance to Mr. Pines was his family. Up in years when he and his lovely wife Jane had a daughter ,Jennie, Mr. Pines, with tongue in cheek claimed the title of “Aged Stallion of the Year” Always involved in the community he was also a deeply religious man. He served as Clerk of Session at the First Presbyterian Church of Goshen and later as a lay-preacher. There arguably was no greater gentleman, in every sense of the word than Phil Pines. The racing world is fortunate to have a man of his caliber devote his life to the Standardbred sport. At press time not much is known about funeral arrangements but his wife Jane says there will be a Memorial Service somewhere in Goshen on January 10. John Manzi
Breath is caught
Words won’t sound
I open my mouth
But nothing comes out
The simplest skill
My muse has escaped me
My tongue is in a knot
No etiquette, nor soliloquy
Why does something so beautiful
Seem so hard to do
So instead I sit here
With my arms around you
Maybe you’ll feel
The light swirling around
The music flowing from inside me
Ethereal melody, perfect sound
But as I look in your eyes
All I want to do
As you smile, hold me close and softly say hi
Is to simply tell you.
Dance with me.